Honestly, a month ago when I lost my "status" I really thought I was going to be alone from then on. When college finally started, I stopped talking to most of my friends, going online, aim or out. It's not a bad thing though; I got to visit my sisters more often in Orange County, hang out with my older sister more, experience new things on my own but at the same time I was hiding myself from the people that care about me, even to him. But besides family, all I had was him. So when things ended, I really thought I was going to be a loner/loser since the only person I talked to was him. But I couldn't have been more wrong. After I got over the whole 'feeling sorry for myself' stage, I finally became more active! :) Thank you to the people who make the once lonely nights eventful with the awesome chats and outings. And big bear hugs to those who have given me great advice! :) Especially to Megan Li whose always there for the laughs and cries. Even when I want to be selfish and alone, you're always by my side no matter how busy you are ♥ (God I sound like a baby!) I won't lie when I say I miss twirling around in the sand, but at least I feel less guilty when I obsess over Jaebeom HAHA♥
* This song reminds me of summer :) Must learn how to play!